I hate it
by me
Ruang 3×4 m ini terasa makin sempit. Rasanya, mau bernapas saja membutuhkan energi ekstra. Padahal hanya ada saya disini. Sendiri.
Mood saya naik turun tidak karuan. Saya (di)harus(kan) membuat keputusan yang mungkin efeknya akan berimbas pada keseluruhan perjalanan hidup ini. And I hate it.
Some said that I just have to make the damn decision, and get it over with.
Pret. It’s not that easy. I know that I need to be happy again. And I guess, I owe myself that much.
But, how can you say goodbye to someone/thing whom you dearly love and be happy afterwards?
Good God, I hate it.
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You actually can!
I once when through a really EMO period in my life, and I survived. I mean, read my tweets, I’m still perky as ever kann :p well, bordering on obnoxious but wth~
Anyways,, here’s something you probably don’t want to know: you DONT get over someone. You just think about them less..
And even your next breakup (I’m assuming, just play along sobI’ll look cool, ok?), even your next breakup is gonna feel like the first. Every fucking time.
But come to think of it, it also means that the next time you fall in love, it’s gonna feel like the first time all over again. Even better.
Bottom line, you dont just wave goodbye to someone. It doesnt work that way. You just, well, think of that person lesser each day.
And if you are as lucky as I am *snobpride* then you’ll get to fall hardcore in love again.
And its gonna be even bettter!
Chins up,
yoan.
Typing with a tablet is awefully stressfull so dont blame me for the typos.
Or even the grammar.
Its a tablet. Show some love.